Hetalia x Reader - Who am I..? Chapter 6~

Chapter Six - Confusion overloaded~

It was really big and, of course, very luxurious. On the left side, was a big glass window, where you can see the park. The park was very green and had many different trees, even Sakura trees. You really liked Sakura trees, they managed to calm you down, when you watched them, or sat under them. On the right side, was a long, long table with many different foods, from every country, you guessed.

Skipping to it, you grinned, when you saw [f/f] there. They even have [f/f]! God, I love this food, I love this person, who made this hot, delicious food! You thought, as you nearly drooled, grabbing your awesome food and walking to a random table, to take a seat and eat.

Suddenly, you heard your name being shout from somewhere. "Veee~ [y/n]! [y/n], here, we are here-a!" Yelled Feliciano across the whole room as he waved maniacally for you to notice him.

You turned around and smiled at him. Walking towards him, you noticed, that next to him sat a tall, muscular man. He had blond hair, that was licked back and blue eyes. And across of them, sat a small boy, who had black hair and dark brown eyes. 

"Feliciano, please keep quiet and eat your food properly!" Said the blue eyed man, giving a stern look to Feliciano. You guessed, he was German, because of his accent. 

"Hai, Feliciano-san, you're disturbing other people." Said the black haired man with an Japanese accent.
                                       
Woah, you can see students almost from every country here..! I had never seen a school, who would have so many different nationalities... You snapped back, when Feliciano started to talk again. "Ve... Mi dispiace." Said he, but quickly went back to his usual self again. "Anyways, this is [y/n]! She is new here-a, since yesterday~!" Chirped Feli, happily.

The boys looked at you. "Hallo [y/n], ich bin Ludwig Beilschmidt." He nodded at you, starting to eat again. You saw, that the Japanese boy bowed a little for you from his seat. "Konnichiwa [y/n]-san, I'm Honda Kiku." 

Honda Kiku... You learnt from books, that the Japanese people write their surname first and then their name. So, his name is Kiku~ You smiled proudly at yourself.

“Nice to meet you all~!” You smiled more, but your smile quickly faded as you felt the headache return. You sat next to Kiku, placing your lunch on the table and started to rub your head as you groaned a little, causing the trio to look at you and glance at each-other.
 

A young little boy was walking somewhere in the forest. He had dark brown eyes and black hair. He seemed to be calm as if it was normal for him to walk around such area alone. As he continued to walk, looking around the forest, he saw a young teenage boy. 

He had brown hair, tied in a low ponytail, his eyes brown. 

Isn’t that the guy, whose so-called name is 'China'?! Damn, I need answers, instead of getting more confused! You thought to yourself.

"Aiya... What is a little boy, like you, doing in a place like this, aru?" Asked the older boy. The younger one bowed down and started to introduce himself.

"Konnichiwa, ‘China-san’. I am ‘Japan’, where the sun rises. I awoke in this forest not so long ago and was searching for an exit." Said the little 'Japan' boy with his chibi voice.

"So, you are also a country like me, aru? KAWAII~!” Squealed ‘China’, squatting in front of ‘Japan’. “I will be the caretaker of you then, ‘Japan’." 

The little boy just nodded and followed him. "So, aru... You will also have some siblings, too. ‘Taiwan’, ‘Vietnam’, ‘Hong Kong’ and ‘South Korea’.” Said 'China' with a smile on his face, holding the little boy’s hand and leading him out of the forest.


Your vision blurred again.


What's happening?! You looked around and saw only black. You heard a cry. Someone is crying... You walked – floated – closer to see who was crying. For the first time, you noticed, that your body was transparent and it wasn't only you ‘dreaming’ these strange dreams. It looked, like you also took a role in these scenes, but the people from your ‘dreams’ couldn't see you.

"Nein! Big Bruder, you can't die, not your country, not my country! Stay with me! Grandpa Germania disappeared, what would I do without you?!" Cried a young boy with blond hair and blue eyes, wearing black clothes and a black hat. 

Isn't that ‘Holy Roman Empire’?!

A boy, who was taller then Holy Roman Empire, tried to calm him down.

"Shh... don't cry... Yes, my awesome country ‘Prussia’ died, Holy Roman Empire as well, but I am still living. I won't disappear, like Grandpa Germania.” Said the boy with ruby red eyes, pale skin and white-blond hair. "You, though, will still continue being a country. You will get another country name, forgetting your childhood memories and live again." Said 'Prussia' as he hugged the now Ex-'Holy Roman Empire'.

"I wish we wouldn't have went to this war, if I knew, that my country would die..! I would have stayed in Austria with Chibitalia." Sobbed the young boy.

‘Prussia’ played with the young boy’s hat. "You will soon become another country with another name. I will still be your brother and watch over you. I promise...”

“'Germany'..." Said Prussia as he kissed the boy’s fore-head, letting him fall asleep. 
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You saw a sudden picture in you head. First ‘Holy Roman Empire’ and then the new country... ‘Germany’?

They both had the same blond hair and blue eyes.

So.. Your body floated in darkness as you thought confusingly. ‘Holy Roman Empire’ and ‘Germany’ are the same person? Only that 'Germany' doesn't know he was ‘Holy Roman Empire’ and doesn't have memories from his childhood..? What!?

You grabbed your head in frustration. But ‘Germany’ looks a lot like... Ludwig, from the Academy! And from the first vision, that boy looked like... Kiku, only younger... Ahh! Damn, now I am totally confused..!
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Opening your [e/c] eyes, you found yourself in the nurse office, laying on the bed. You slowly sat up, while rubbing your head. "What happened?" You looked at your side and saw Feliciano crying for Ludwig to help you. While Ludwig tried calming Feliciano down, Kiku watched over you.

"Ah, [Y/n]-san, you are awake." Said Kiku calmly, but slight relief could be heard in his voice.

As the sentence left his mouth, Feliciano instantly rushed to you and hugged you tightly, "Vee! Bella, I thought you will die-a here-a!"

Ludwig just sighed and shook his head. "I apologize for his behavior." You giggled and hugged Feliciano back. "It’s okay, he was worried about me, like anybody else would be. But what happened, anyways?" Letting go off of Feliciano, you looked at them.

The three exchanged glances, then looked back at you.

"Well, in the lunch room, you sat down and started to rub your head furiously and after that, passed out. So, I needed to carry you here." Said Ludwig, looking away with a pink blush on his cheeks.

"Oh... Thanks.” You looked away, embarrassed, before looking back at then. “How long was I out?"
 
"Two hours." Answered Kiku, your mouth going wide open. "Whole two hours…" They all nodded.

You sighed, but smiled afterwards. "Thanks a lot for your worry and for staying~"
 
Feliciano smiled. "Vee~ You are welcome, bella~ We need to-a leave now, hope you feeling fine on your own. Bye~” They all nodded for you and walked away.

Nodding for them as well, you sighed, before standing up and stretching. Yet again confusing thoughts ran thru your head as you desperately needed an answer.

Why does everyone from my dreams, or visions, or flashbacks look so similar to the students from this Academy..? ARGH! I am confused!!
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In a gap, where only darkness is, I can’t find answers, either... Guess, I will need to find them out myself.